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I know first hand what it feels like to work on something for hours and hours, pouring your creative mind into every move you make. All the while saying to yourself this is going to be wonderful. A fervor you quite enjoy. Only to feel so blinded by your dislike of the finished work. What happened, you wonder?
Nothing happened, you are like so many Artists and Creatives. I feel your pain. Literally, that is where I stood and still do sometimes. Though as of only recent ( and I am 59 today my birthday!) I rejoice in discovering exactly what my art style is and what it looks like. So do not be discouraged, be patient. Take a look at those you admire for encouragement. See if you get some inspiration to keep going. I found a few Artists I enjoy and I discovered the ones I truly followed did not even make art like mine. So I thought to myself I love these Artists for slapping down paint and messing things up with their hands and or a cloth. What I discovered is their not messing their artwork up at all. Each stroke is precise and planned though it looks like somewhat of a big mess at times. It eventually becomes a masterpiece of color, shadows, and what sometimes only resembles a person, flower, or animal. That is when I realized my art is to stiff, too exact. Like I'm trying to copy a picture. But I prefer a picture to be a picture and my artwork to be My interpretation of what I see. For me that is where I believe an Artist really shines. Don't think for one minute I do not also love Artist who paint realism. I love them the same. I have a great respect for Artists of many genres. Being creative requires great skill and passion at all levels.
I'm saying hive yourself some breathing room. Stop being so critical of yourself. allow your mistakes to shine through. You will discover yourself along the way. I personally loved my art in my children's books initially and gathered praise from family and friends. Even with those praises, I guess it is the imposter syndrome which I didn't fully understand I was feeling until now. Feeling like I truly get it. I get art, my art. I feel it, what I want to create, I see it in my mind and that is exciting. so for you who are not quite where you want to be. Here is some things that worked for me.
Keep creating, drawing, painting, writing or what ever it is you do. Keep doing it and don't throw anything away. You will look back at your work and discovered it isn't as bad as you though it was.
The more you try and do, the better you will get at it. It's true "practice makes perfect" perfection is in the eye of the beholder so remember yours is the most critical. Be kind to yourself.
Love your mistakes and know it is necessary to make mistakes in your style discovery.
As a creative there really are no mistakes, it's all a journey. Like when you hear "one persons junk is another persons treasure". So it goes in art and creativity you will discover many lovers of your art and many not interested in your craft. Either way, if you love it that is all that matters and you will find a tribe of people who will support your work and value your time and effort. Keep on doing and creating, never stop! The world needs you!
You thought there would be a magic answer to find your art style. Nope just practice and try different things. That is the magic. Try pencils, maybe you like it, maybe you don't. Try painting, maybe you like it maybe you don't. That is how you will learn what interests you and when you find what you enjoy. Practice doing it every which way you can.
The internet gives you many subject matter to consider and many samples to try. Not sure where to start? Think about what you like, for example if you like chocolate draw chocolate, if you like birds, paint a bird. That is how you start. Maybe you like abstract art, try closing your eyes and putting color down make circles, lines, dots etc. open your eyes and see what it looks like. Do a study on your creation imagining what you could make that piece into, a storm, a meadow, maybe add funky houses?
Or just keep going with more color and shapes until you are ready to stop. Put it aside and do another piece. Step away for a while and come back later to study it again. Keep this up and you will eventually find what you gravitate towards and then you can nurture that by continuing the process with your preferred subject and tools for creating. If your a Writer, you can use the same formula, write your poems', mysteries, love stories and more, write shorts or novels, just write! I do that too.